my unborn child

I've been tappin this bottle heavy tonight and now I'm feelin a way about it..thought about the 3 babies I played a part in killing..

I hate regrets and have shook damn near all of em except playing a part in terminating 3 pregnancies..shit got me flustered right now b..thinking back, I should have had at least 1 of them..now the chicks that were supposed to bear my seed are posting pics on fb of their newborns and toddlers..shit got me all in my feelings tonight b..

Anybody had to deal with the abortion factor?