I just found out that my wife is pregnant with what would be our second child. I know this may be good news to most, but I just don't feel ready. Not even myself, but all the things we often talked about doing to prepare for the second child. We always said we needed a two bedroom apartment, we currently have one which we then turn the living room into his room (we don't really have guest enough to care). We've been in the progress of deciding what car to get. Our Lil 2 year old just started daycare not even a month ago. Shorty is going back to school.
I'm here scrambling my brain and shorty seems to act like everything I just mentioned is brand new shit, like I had the convo by myself. I don't necessarily want her to get rid of the baby. I haven't even processed how I feel, shit just felt like a truck hit me. We're 26 and we still like to do young nigga shit that is hard enough with one, but would be next to impossible with two. One thing I am worried about is what if "we" decide to not have but shorty just secretly concedes and just ends up regretting me?
I know I'm some nobody but just needed to vent some.
I'm here scrambling my brain and shorty seems to act like everything I just mentioned is brand new shit, like I had the convo by myself. I don't necessarily want her to get rid of the baby. I haven't even processed how I feel, shit just felt like a truck hit me. We're 26 and we still like to do young nigga shit that is hard enough with one, but would be next to impossible with two. One thing I am worried about is what if "we" decide to not have but shorty just secretly concedes and just ends up regretting me?
I know I'm some nobody but just needed to vent some.
